Sunday

Here we are again and I have failed to write every day, I am so ashamed of myself. I did go and see my knee surgeon on Friday, he says both of my knee are shot. I guess that is why my mind has been on other things this week. His name is Doctor Howe, he is a very nice man. He said lets do the first one and see how that goes then later in the year we can do the other. I try to act like it is no big deal, but I am scared to death. That is the bad thing about being alone, when my husband was alive we depended on each other to help us through these different things we had to face in life . No one likes to bother their children or their friends we want to be independent. So it is nice to be Jehovah Witness, when someone is sick or has surgery they pitch in and bring meals over for a while if you need them. They will have someone come and stay with you if you need help. I am hoping I can handle this one on my own but if I can't it is nice to know they are there. I will be in the hospital for 2 to 5 days and then with a walker for a while. The Doctors says I won't be doing much but siting and walking a little each day. Then after the walker, crutches ,then cane. It is going to be a long process but I can do it.